Last week I felt awful. Then I went to a water park in the middle of the desert. I spent the day surrounded by hundreds of barely-dressed people and super-excited kids. I saw 'Donnie Darko: The Director's Cut' and it was even better than the original. The first version was like a cult classic, the newer version is more like a cult religion. But not Kenneth Anger, more like Stuart Gordon. Knowledge and things will come to you when they are supposed to. That is hard to believe all the time. I walked downtown and salsa danced with lots of much older men (and my roommate, who was much more fun). I don't like to think that only 50 year olds are attracted to me. Damn but isn't life cosmically ironic.