I have that feeling too. That everyone is against me. My cat left a deep bite on my thumb. The person I want to read this blog most will never ever read it. My goal in life is to meet someone who doesn't make me feel like a chump. I lost some more of my life this week to a migraine. I think it was revenge for drinking coffee and eating a fried oreo. It's like a regular oreo, but melted and fried in batter. Kind of barely edible. My favorite cheap evening is staying home and watching PBS. Though I hear they may be trying to kill alot of PBS. Luck is such a meaningless thing.