When I was at the Grand Canyon I got really close to the edge, about a foot away, with nothing between myself and the fall. Now I have dreams that I'm still there. Anyway, if you ever go, I recommend you do the same. It's good for the brain.
I also have dreams where I'm blind but can still see, probably because I can't really imagine in my subconscious what it would be like to actually be blind.
I had another nightmare last night but I can't remember what it was about.
I worked on class planning today. I have a vague sense of what I'm doing. But I can't learn all I need to know in a week and a half anyway, so I'm just going to continue with my vacation. Drink mudslides by the beach.
I bought a few comics today. I don't have too much of a choice, I just don't have the time to read them, to write fic, and to play on livejournal. I'll just have to cut down. I won't say quit because every time I say that I'm lying. But fantasy life is kind of like drugs and fame/ego in that it's unsatisfying in the end (even though it's really fucking satisfying in the moment). I'll admit I'm only aware of that half the time. That's why things are hard to quit. I'll stop stating the obvious now and go do something useful like laundry and watch TV.
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