I'd like to go one day where no one is disappointed in me. I'd like to go one day where not everyone is disappointed in me. What a pain in the ass. Was I the genius who thought teaching high school and getting a personal trainer and dating would actually make me feel better? What is satisfaction, really? I think it's something idiots made up.

So, today sucked. But I got Kevin's movie in the mail so that is nice. And I will watch it the second I don't feel like shit. Cool!