I saw John Waters on Friday, Social Distortion on Saturday. Lots of pre-teen punkers who looked way cuter than I remember them being. Company picnic yesterday by the mountains sitting on the stairs while kids fell down them past me. Feeling so bad I'm afraid of alcohol these days. Held together by one Who song, the promise of lunch, the promise of sleep. Possibly living with my twin sister in the future. Spider the cat. Those are somethings. Everything else I don't know.